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2007/4/26 TrappedI am an emotional person--sometimes high and sometimes low. Maybe everybody is the same, and the statement I just made is just nonsense. Being under the pressure that I should do more research now doesn't really make me feel that I am supposed to do whatever in the lab. Living alone in my dorm has me to lose the prodding that I used to depend on, which makes me getting lazier and lazier and living in the illusion that will doom me to failure. Ever since the same time in last year, the insatiable greed for fun and instant joy just grows so fast inside me, and I don't know when it stops. Or maybe because of the lack of the determination, right now I am just a weak person. It would be really satisfactory if one day I can tell myself that my day is so stuffed like I used to do when in junior high. But the thing is I am really scared that those days may never come back if there are no any major changes at present.
It's absolutely high time to understand that it's quite urgent now to start my schedules. Ironically, I am always writing this down and never did it...Yes, I am so trapped right now!
2007/4/13 Spring Brings You JoyIt's really nice to breathe the air in the wide open space when the sun is shining, with flowers blooming. I just love the smell of spring. Not only because it's the symbol of hope or the beginning of a brand new year, but also because I have many good memories in spring. The smell in the air is special, and unique, which is only existing in spring. Whenever I breathe it in, my past and the joy I used to have just pour in on me--overwhelming!
In spring, I love listening to George Winston's piano, and falling asleep at nights;
I love riding my bike, and letting the wind get inside of me, cool and warm at the same time;
I love sitting by the window and staring at the sky in the night;
I love reading books by the lake and seeing the branches of willows floating in the air;
In spring, I love what it brings to me, making me soaking up in the joy.
2007/4/9 Life is a WOW~~Wow!! Yeah~~life is full of surprises, sometimes good and sometimes bad...But believe it or not, it always gives a wow!! Hmmm, I think I am more mature and sophisticated after what I have been through. The thing is as long as I am healthy and keeping my cool, it's worth it. Because this is life---full of wows...
You want me to go back to where I was? Hmm, I will think about it...Yeah, if life treats you life a bitch, it doesn't mean you are a bitch! Hold on and everything will be just fine! |
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