Right after the moment I clicked the "Finish" button, I felt so released. I have locked myself in the room for a week, and I felt I was about to have a nervous breakdown(kidding). But I just want you to know how serious the situation was, and I was way too worried about that. Well, maybe bad things won't last long, just as the good things. Also, maybe it's not a bad thing from another aspect...Anyways, when I walked out of the computer room, I was freaking high, and I was jumping, singing, doing whatever I could...Yes, you don't need to know what I am talking about, all you can know is my released soul, well, at least for some days. Me<=== BACK~~~

 

Feeling that yesterday is supposed to be the day that I should remember, I cut my hair, and even had a red curl perm...I changed a lot yesterday...It is true that the day just after the exams is always the busiest day, but after that day, the person will go back the deteriorative era again. Me<=== not an exception!

 

Just as my sis and  I have planned, she arrived here last night, and I picked her up at the railway station very late, due to my delay on the hair thing.(yeah, kinda ashamed of it)...Anyway, it was good to see her and her slim figure...LOL...

 

As a matter of fact, OFFICIALLY, my summer break has begun, and I can enjoy the sunshine, and the companionship with my sis and my friends out there...The end of an era is the beginning of another, and whatever your feeling was in the previous era should not affect you in the new one...Life has to go on, forgetting the tough memories, and having the sweet things going around in your head would be your present remedy.:)

 

Can't believe that in two days, I will have the tough exam, and I am still not ready for it...Yeah, probably no matter when you want to ask me, i will not say I am ready to go. Anyways, to top it off, MY PERSONAL WEBSITE AT SJTU WAS DOWN!!!!  And I don't know what is wrong there...The only message I got from the host was ' Due to the security factors, and lack of specific technologies, the web host has to be closed.' Well, that means I have to turn back to the host on china.com, and I really hate it, since it is complicated to update my website...SIGH...Well, better bad than none...

 

After my tough time with the exam, I will come back and clean up the mess...

 

:(

 

I wish I could fly like a bird,

I wish I could dance like Michael Jackson,

It seems to me that my everyday life has become a routine job which seemingly does not need any time to think seriously. Getting up at noon, and after lunch, I begin this endless writing practice till the time for supper. After that, I continue my way of writing until the time I should go to bed. Also I can barely stand the fact that every day I have to go to the dining hall alone--my friends thought that I was too busy to have any food!! Anyways, I cannot believe that when I need it most, I can't even get the least of it...Life is unfair sometimes, indeed.

 

I was taught to think about brighter side of everything that comes my way, and there is no doubt that this kind of practice really made my thoughts sharper and my words harsher lately. I cannot believe during my meal time, I could not help but think the blessings and curses of the chicken leg that I was eating, and thus I began to analyze whether eating chicken legs twice a day is good for health with the adequate evidence that I can ever come up with. Usually, before my final conclusion, I was often interrupted by some beauty walking past me or the graphic pictures on TV, and in the end, I could not come back to where I was thinking for most cases. Now, my conclusion is maybe I have got this Analysis Writing Syndrome.

 

Now you can see how exams have persecuted a optimistic innocent child...Wish I could come back to where I was after 27th...

 

Bless...

The commercial is called"Here to Stay", with nice pictures and beautiful beats'n'sound. Worth your time to give it a shot!!

 

Enjoy~~

 

More coming next...

From Garden State-one of my favourite movie...The song is called "Winding Road". I put it here, because it represents my present situation, and I am a little bit lost of where I am going. Life is like a winding road, you never know what next stop or next scene could be... It brings you surprises and everything you have never thought before...Also maybe sometimes you are lost, but you just don't know how you can get out of this confusion. You are just out there praying lonely that please don't you bring me down, and you never know that in this severe world, you are the only one who can save yourself.

 

Let this winding road continue, and things will get better...

Summer has come, she gives so much hot that I can barely stand any more. I suppose if you stay outside for more than 10 minutes, your skin will definitely be burned, or at least your will be 5% darker than before. In this case, after I got up this noon, I came to the library to study, where I can enjoy the chilled air from the AC. Yay...

 

I love piano, just as how much I love English. Sadly, it seems to me that piano will never belong to me, even the least thing that has a little to do with piano will leave me. Maybe sometimes, the more you love something, the harder you seize it, the easier it will slip away, and never come back, leaving you with all the regrets and sweet memories that you ever enjoyed. Or maybe this is enough for you, if you think you are a person who can get satisfied easily.  Was I asking too much? I don't think so. If it's yours, it can never let you go, otherwise you will never get it---this is how I know about it. My answer is you have tried your best to love, and you gave all you can; you was patient with whatever poured on you, but since you still don't get it, it will never be yours. Just let it go...Sad but true. Respect the truth, and you will be respected too.

 

What am I talking about? My casual thoughts. There are something that you can never alter, and you don't need to get low. Just accept the reality, and get used to it. Sometimes it occurs to me that learning how to survive in this world is really a complicated issue. Anything that living in this world deserve our respect, because life is not easy for any of us. You survive, and you have won!

 

PS:The song is called:Truth, by Ryan Cabrera. Nice beats and sound.

Never thought I could do this until I really did it this morning. Hiahia...I just recorded my first song on this computer, and it was fun. Also I put it on the BBS, unexpectedly, people didn't give any harsh critics. Of course, I know to some people, maybe it's kinda disgusting, but it was real fun to record your own sound in a song, and listen to it. It feels a little werid too...

 

Here is the link to the DIY song:http://bbs.sjtu.edu.cn/file/rock/1152328297165820.wma

(The original song is called Collide by Howie Day)

 

 

Also you can give me any comments you can come up with.:)

 

I have been listening to this song(be without you) for at least 100 times, and I am glad that finally I remebered the lyrics, and I can perform it when I am alone in my dorm. Not just because the beautiful melody attracted me, but also the lyrics really touched me when I first heard this song by Mary J Blige. So I put this song here, so that you can feel what I have felt if you know what I mean.

 

My summer break is coming now, and right now I have been engaged in my business. Hopefully, I won't let myself down this time.

 

Bless me...Enjoy the song!!

She might not be my favorite artist, but her music does blow my mind to some extent. I think she is a good artist, at any rate she won grammys before. Here, I present Nelly Furtado's new single video, called Promiscuous Girl, in which you can find Justin Timberlake's dancing. It was said that Justin will release his second album this summer too. So I guess we are gonna see a big war on the billboard this summer...Darn, of course, I wish Christina Aguilera can get what she want...Anyways, it was a good news that Christina Aguilera's new single has reached No.9 on Billboard Hot 100 last week, and this was her best peak ever since her grammy song-Beautiful, which reached No.2 on Billboard...Best wishes for her...

 

Yay...Officially, my summer break has arrived, but I have tons of things to do...Thinking about those things, I can't get cheered up...Maybe after tonight, things can be a little bit better...At least I hope so...Yeah, I am always a day dreamer...For whatever reason, hoping the best is not the fault, and it's my privilege that I can come up with to console myself. I read one good line in "Ice Age 2" today, that is "Let go the past, so that you can have a future". Also I got this good line from "Scrubs", "It may take lots of work , but it's worth it". So I added the two lines up, and my answer to my present problem would be like the following:

 

Let go the past, so that you can have a future. It may take lots of work , but it's worth it.

 

A good match, aren't they?